diary ep 5

I’m back from my vacation and am working again. And again I’ve nothing to do (as always). So that’s why I’m on here :).
It’s a really warm day and I’m stuck at work.
I stille have about 90min of work left and the whole day felt like it took ages.

When I finally finish work I will go thrifting. Well, here’s only one “good” thrift shop where I’ve actually never bought anything, but maybe today is the day.

I’m sorry if this is boring but I’m bored and have to something or else I will fall asleep right in front of all my co-workers. 🙂

OH! I almost forgot! I started writing a book. Well, I TRY writing one. It probably will fail. But I always wanted to write one, so I decided to give it a try. I’m not a 100% happy with my idea but maybe it will inspire me to an other story. So if you have any tipps…PLEASE comment them.

Hmmm what else with could I bore you with?
Yesterday I published a review about a book I read. And it got surprinsly well.. I mean I have like 7 or more likes on it. Not that it really matters, but it still makes me feel kinda good.

So that’s all I have for today, sorrry not really intresting but it could turn out to be something to look back if I would finish the book. I’m happy that I finally startd one. Even if it is nothing it’s still something.. right ??

Okay, thanks for reading.

Two by Two – Nicholas Sparks

While on Vacation I read the book “Two by Two” from the author Nicholas Sparks, and here is a little review on that :).

165.265WHAT’S IT ABOUT: 
It’s about Ross Green who is married to a woman and they have a daughter together. Life is great, he has a good job and a loving family. But once work doesn’t work that well anymore and he wants to make his own company life turns upside down.
Suddenly he must figure out life again and how to raise his child properly. He is very thankful for his family who helps him through everything.

I really really liked this book! It’s easy to read and you feel connected to the characters. It’s a love story kind of, but the main focus is on him and his love to his daughter and all the stuff lives brings, I really enjoyed it and I recommend reading it. It has some sad parts in it, especially near the end. But sometimes I could tell what will happen, but that didn’t really bother me. It didn’t take me long to finish it (about 3-4 days maybe).
He is an amazing author; Nicholas Sparks knows how to put feeling into words. I probably will read another one from his books.

!!  SPOLER ALERT !! (seriously don’t read it if you haven’t read the book yet)
I could have cried when Marge was dying! I mean I kind of knew she would have cancer but it still shocked me when she was diagnosed and how quickly she died and all the stuff she said and did.
What surprised me was the fact that he moved to Atlanta, I get it, but I thought he would fight for his daughter and would win. But I think this it’s better this way.
And I love Emily! She knew how he felt and was always there for Ross. But I think we all knew they will end up together.


If you have read it please leave your opinion in the comments and/or give me some book recommendations.

Thanks for reading 🙂

diary ep 4

Honestly, yesterday wasn’t really my day but I still had a good day?!
Let’s start off with work. It was so boring! Almost the entire day I had nothing to do.
And I was so tired (well still now) and I just wanted to go home. After work I meet up with a friend and went in to the city.
Here comes the first good thing… We went to a bookshop and I bought a book. That’s always fun :). Usually I read crimes or thrillers but this time I wanted to try something else, bc I still had a thriller at home which I can read, I bought a book from the author Nicholas Sparks. I heard such good things from him. AND I bought in English. If you don’t already know, English isn’t my first language. It’s my first English book. I’m excited to read it and if I finish it, I will probably do a review.
After just spending time in the city, I had to visit a flat. I’m searching for a new room, but the one I went to look at was just not great. It was very very small and for that price I can find something way better. So that was a bust. I was excited to see it, I thought it would be great but it really wasn’t at all.
That kinda ruined my mood. Then we want in to a little shop called ‘flying Tiger’. The shop is small with many things you didn’t know you needed until you see it. My friend comes to me and shows me her fanny pack she found and it was the last one!! I was kinda angry (in a sarcastic-serious way). You probably think know why in the world I want a fanny pack. BUT I’m going to a festival and think it would be something great to have and it looked cute. So yeah…
At the end we want to eat it a restaurant which is overpriced but has good food.

You see.. is was kinda a good day and kinda not.
Welp, thanks for reading!

about the boy I like

What I want to write about today is about a boy I like.
Some of you might think “oh god please stop with that teenage problem!” but I swear I’m not of those girls who always like a boy/girl and can’t keep quiet about them.
But yes, I will write about a boy, who is a good friend, and I like him.
First, I want to mention that I rarely have crushes. Sure, I find some guys cute but that’s usually all I feel. But with him it’s something other. Idk why.
I know him for about 4 years now, and he has always been a good friend. I always thought he was cute but that was all. But something I changed and I really can’t say why. In the last few weeks (or even months idk) I constantly think of him. We don’t see each other that often, I always hope that when we go somewhere in a group that he is coming to. I’ve never felt like that. I have never had a boyfriend. I’ve been on three dates (with the same guy) but I didn’t like him that way.
I would really like to do something with him alone or like text more. We only text on Snap Chat and that isn’t really texting. I am quite sure he only sees me as a friend, which does bother me, but I get it. We were always friends…idk where these feelings are coming from, but they are here.
I can’t tell him about it, bc as I said, he only likes me as a friend. I’ve never told anybody that I have feelings for him, not even my best friend. So I decided to post them on the internet so everyone can read it ..hahah. I mean what should I do? I want to hangout more, even when others are around. Then maybe my feelings will change, or maybe they will be stronger. Despite that, I could see him. That’s all I want. I want to talk to him, feel his presence, laugh with and  just be with him. Maybe one day he will like me to or my feelings will disappear. But I really really wish we could be together… alone. I can picture us in a relationship, I really can.
I don’t know what to do. I’m not good in such things. I mean I kinda want to know what he thinks of me. Oh god I’m so sorry for this whole …whatever this is, but I needed it to get of my mind…

diary ep 3


Today is my brother’s 20th birthday and he has his diploma celebration.
I can’t believe he is turning 20! I think it’s a big number and if you know him, you know he doesn’t seem like 20 :). But I’m kinda proud of him that he finished his apprenticeship.
You go bro! xD

Want I also wanna talk about is that somebody reads my posts!!! HEY YOU! THANKS! idk why you read it but thanks, I really appreciate it.

I always liked to write. When I was little I always wrote stories and honestly, they weren’t even that bad! And I always had the thought of writing a book but I never really started. But since I started this blog, I really want to start. But I think the start is the hardest part. I don’t know the story yet but I’m working on it and I keep you updated.
And please if anyone know a good article about writing a book, please leave a link in the comments.

Thanks for reading

bucket list

I decided to make a bucket list.
It’s just things I want to do in life. I will probably add things and remove things constantly but oh well… if you have any ideas of what i should do please comment 🙂

  • travel to other continents
  • jump out of a plane
  • write a book
  • learn a new language
  • live for a few months in another country
  • have a family
  • emigrate
  • go scuba diving
  • meet someone famous
  • travel more
  • have a semi-successful blog
  • have a good life 🙂



I really really like this show. I mean wo doesn’t?
First, I’m will talk about why I started this show.
I started it about 1 or 2 months ago I think. Yes, I know I’m late to the game.
My brother was watching it and has now seen it like three times. He said I should watch it, but at first, I didn’t want to.
Then one day I was really bored and started watching it, and I absolutely loved it! It’s such a good show. You can watch in everyday in every mood. The show makes you happy. I like how it’s just about the friendship of the five but also every person has its own story and problems. It’s genuinely a good show and you can’t argue with that.
With some series there’s always a cliffhanger and you can’t wait to watch the next episode. But with friends it isn’t like that. I mean yes, you want to watch the next episode and then the next, but not like in some other shows. You want to continue watching bc it’s such a freaking good show!!

And can we now talk about the characters? I love Joey! I just die every time he says something. And even though he is kind of dumb he knows what friendship means and cares so much about the others. And I’m 100% sure he would give his sandwich for his friends any time (lol). And Phoebe is such a weird person and she has gone through a lot but still smiles and has a good opinion about humans.
I’m now on season 10 (it’s the last season) and I will cry when I finish it.


I hope Ross and Rachel will end up together. I get that they tried many times but in my mind, they just belong together.
Monica and Chandler are a dream couple. And if they are really moving I hope they will be happy. I kinda don’t want them to move but at the same time I believe it’s best for them and the child.


So, for everyone who hasn’t seen it …GO WATCH IT!!! Watch it with friends and some snacks and a cup of coffee/tea. I will guarantee you, you all will like it!

Thanks for reading!